lately

I don't really wanna write my life down right now.

My mind is everywhere. I'm very happy with a lot of things in my life. Some things...not so much. But I'm going to dwell on how my life is NOT a mess. Wow. Everytime i get myself down, God lifts me back up...Its amazing the depressing thoughts that are sooo very irrational. I don't know why I let myself think the same thoughts that bring me down constantly. Oh well..life is about learning and growing. The best thing about getting older, I think so far, is that I've made the mistakes and I don't have to do them again. aka I know what NOT to do. Interesting....

I could go into how its easier to make the same mistakes once you've done them...but its still something I'm thinking about hahah...

I don't regret things. I refuse, so there is today. A promise that we don't have to be like we were yesterday, we don't have to have the same thoughts or speak the same words. There really is NO obligation to being like our old selves. And i'm not neccessarily talking about before I accepted Christ as my Saviour=after it too....interesting. We should never stop growing and maturing. never. stopping or taking a break or not continually working on our relationship with Christ is definitely a mistake...

hello conviction on tori. haha.

I love Hebrews. just fyi.

hope you're having a brilliant eve.

twas.