a thoughtful week....

This week I've been in a strange mood. My moods come out of no where as if a light switch has been flicked on or off somewhere in my brain. I didn't know at the time, though, that it was been turned on, however. But now, a few days later, looking back, it makes sense. A single event can stop my day, and its as if my brain suddenly remembers everything that has gone wrong in the last month and piles it on to whatever I've let bother me.

....see, I can see after one of these times what has just happened, but at that point I can do nothing to stop it. I need to figure it out, so I can stop the train.

But that left me thoughtful about my life and my priorities. What am I doing with my life? And I don't mean what is my 'career', but what am I doing with my everyday life and what/who am I living for? If I'm not thinking on a more consistent basis about life and how to challenge myself and what I'm doing with my everyday, I think I will have lost a bit of myself. So, there's my challenge, I guess.

I think that this 'thoughtfulness' has changed me this week. Who knows when I'll be my normal "chipper" self haha. what does chipper even mean?!? But, maybe I need this. I need to wake up and not just sit around and blah blah blah. I feel like i'm always saying this myself...yuck.

I hope your week is going well. Stop to think.

side note: i'm watching american idol. and there's actually good people on it. wow.