day to day

This is one of those posts....where I don't know what I'm going to say until I write it. This tends to be the way I live though, so no surprise.

Well..I seem to be living day to day and just seeing what happens each day. I can't see what I'll be doing a month from now, a year from now...and it scares me. It scares me because I don't even know what I want to be doing or where I want to be. Sure, I've wanted to travel and still do, but it doesn't seem to be an immediate thing anymore for me to get up and go somewhere and travel. What happened to me? Who am I? I'm just not sure....

In other news, the snow keeps coming down making it almost impossible to do the things I want to do. Yesterday, I got to go make some music at a school with Dusty, and that was a lot of fun, but I almost couldn't get even over to his house because of the snow. Today I can't go to Columbus like I need to because of the snow. So...really, its beautiful, but come on...

Am I losing focus.....I need a revival in my heart....

I also need a new house. but that's a completely different topic hahah

I can't fall asleep anymore. It takes me hours to fall asleep. I really can't handle that.
I also keep alternating between four hours and ten hours of sleep. wierd.

Beyonce is brilliant.

come on tori.....