thunderstorms at midnight

hi. :)

i tell ya. this year. (shakes head)

i'm learning so much. and i'm not blogging. 1. cuz i'm tired. 2. cuz i'm just thinking so much all the time. its hard to blog about it all! ahh.

working at the store with a few people who HATE christianity, some who call themselves Christians, and others who are seriously trying to discover what life is about and what faith in God, or just...something, is what i've run into in the last few months. Never have I been in such a situation where so many people are hungerrrring so outright for meaning. At different ages and situations, these people spill their opinions constantly, question things, get mad, get even, love life, love family, get pissy quite frequently, think life is unfair...etc... I'm used to people hiding their problems and thinking "they're ok"

Sigh. and here i am struggling with purpose!!!! not that i dont KNOW that I have a purpose and I know that I want to follow what God has for me, but what does that look like?!? So....knowing that all these people i'm surrounded by neeed someone to love on them, makes me know that I"m where I'm suposed to be right now, at this moment in history (lol)

Summer is just about here. i'm SUPER excited. I love summer. The heat. Nature. Swimming. Vacations-or rather, for my family-daycations since I'll be working every second of everyday. hahah (just kidding)

I'm sure i'm just talking right now. for no reason. but know that i'm alive. trying to be motivated, but a little tired constantly. pray for me. and i'll pray for you. pray that we will keep the common ground. oops michaelwsmith moment ;P)

loveyou. and hope youre doing well.


tor