hello :)
Did i tell you i am the musical director for a local college's production of "Batboy"??!? Look it up. Its so interesting and the story breaks me heart. Sigh. An incredibly challenging task i've been given. yep. and on late notice BUT I will do it, and it'll get done.
So, i've added that to my life. i'm stressed. Pray for me ok?!
Today was 60 degrees and it literally made my heart just like have butterflies. wait, maybe thats my stomach. hmm....no it was most definitely my heart. Like a breath of fresh air into my soul. I needed it. When life becomes complicated, the simplest 'whispers' mean the most to me i think. hmm...
Its february. My valentine was a girl. I ate a lot of chocolate and once again i loved valentine's day until the actual day. then, i was frustrated. couples everywhere. men showwwwin off. butttttt i know someday it'll (maybe) be my guy buying me flowers. we'll see :)
i started a journal. like just for myself. not a blog. wierd. but i find it realllly helping me to just write and write to myself. my mom just found a journal. listen to this, on her 25th birthday she felt compelled to write a journal for one year. that was the year she met my dad! she just read it again for the first time and is going to let us girls read it when we turn 25. ew thats this year. gross. but, i'm pumped about it. thats not why i started mine by the way (haha) but i loved the idea. I want to be able to look back and see how far i've come and i'm sure i'll forget all the little htings i'm going through so that'lll be neat to look back. ahhh. can you believe the future?!
hmmm...
i really dont know why i just blogged. hope youre having a great night.
twas
