life.
ever changing.
yet revolving like a door, hitting you with the past and pushing you towards the future.
all at the same time.
i now am a seafood clerk.
what i do doesnt define who i am.
i love the people i work with.
they challenge me.
inspire me.
show me a lot of things i wasnt getting being in 'the bubble'
real emotion. real experience. very different. dealing with drama head on a lot of times.
seafood. wierd. smelly-but not as smelly as i thought. cold-but not as cold as i had feared.
still writing. still hoping and believing. but now doing all that and making a little money. finally. to do something i dont hate-imagine that. and it feels good to get complimented at something other than music-as wierd as that sounds.
i'm just learning a lot. and so tired from working so i'm not on here much. but that needs to change. my thoughts cant freeze along with my hands-haha.
i like where i am right now.
There's You, holding my hand
and its You helping me understand that i'm made for a purpose,
though i dont deserve this
life that you've given me.
i choose to love You.
I choose to love You
because.
You loved me first :)
